ya Allah send your peace and blessing on the final prophet... and his family.. and companions and....those who follow him.... O my LORD! ... my sins are like the highest mountain.... my good deeds are very few....like a pebble.... i turn to you....my heart full of shame....my eyes full of tear...bestow your forgiveness and mercy upon... ya Allah send your peace and blessing on the final prophet... and his family.. and companions and....those who follow him....

Advice by baji!!!

every quest starts from a point of "need"...a realization of "Want"...a feeling of lack..a sentiment of vacum..and only when we reach this, our journey starts.

No hills are climbed without passions brother.No revolution occurs without motives..
And so,Alhamdullilah, you have already taken this most difficult step:
a motive , a need, a want, a passion..a vacum is realized.

Consider half work done, because everything that follows is easier. Your "mission statment" reads: i want to feel good..and i seek Allah to help me in purifiying myself.

--> subhanAllah, cud not have expressed it better. This is what the whole tasawuf is about: to seek Allah swt to purify our hearts.

what is this "flith" in us that needs be purified brother?? hatred, self love, arrogance,pride, jealousy,....

on a closer look, all this sum up into one catagory : spiritual sickness of heart(aka Qalb).

when our Qalb is not pure..not clean, we fail to precieve the Devineness in good. How can an ill man enjoy the beauty of glory? how can a blind appriciate a painting? how can a mute sing songs
of joy??? we need ALL our senses tuned to be in Devine equilibrm...to be at peace.

Now how are we linked with Devine brother?what element connects us with Allah? how are we to reach him? -->"with love"!!!

Lord Almighty selected the hearts of beleivers to be His place of residence in all universe!!!!...with love.

Lord Almighty made the whole universe for man..with love!!!
LOrd blessed us with guidance at every step..with love!!!

Allah swt bless you with blessings so many, you can't count them on million hands...and what is the only thing that you can give in gratitude??
A heart that is not bigger thn your one fist!!!!not larger thn your single hand!!!

that is all you need to start with.Give your heart to Lord as a token of thanks..A little token for infinite blessings...

yes brother, all it takes to be in love is to give heart.

AND how do we give heart?

pray and submit to your ONE LORD.speak your heart out...

Lord!!! till this date, it was my heart. i followed it in worldy roads. Lord i had my own will, my passions, my dreams to persue...i had my own destinies..i had my own opinions...but from now
onwards , i give this heart in your way.

FROM NOW ONWARDS, it will seek nothing but what YOU want, it will have no opinon, but YOUR opinion, no will but YOUR will. no destiny but what YOU chose for me.
It will beat in YOUR name, it will speak in YOUR name...it will follow YOUR roads(siraat e mustaqeem).

LORD I SUBMIT.
i m a follower, you are the leader...
i am the seeker and you are my goal...
i am lost, you are my destiny...
i am sick n tired, you are my medicine...
i am rotten, you are my purifier...
i am finished, you can re habilitate me..
i am thirsty, you can quench my thirst..
i am hungry, only you can feed me ...
i am afraid of dark, you are my only light...
i am full of hatred, your name will clean me...
i am a sinner, your forgivness shelters me...
i am a no one without you...and i am everyone when I am with you.

I said i am yours..but i followed my desires ( Have not you seen the one who worships his desires??(alQuran)) when i was to choose, i made wrong choices...please help me..forgive me and guide me.

be in love

be in love brother...just be in love...and all the rest will be handled by HIM.
Just feel HIS love all around you...in sunrise and sunset..in birth and death..in winters and summers...find the elements of Devine love in EVERYTHING around you..and be in love.

you will see magic in everything...the enigma of life.you will find meanings to your prayers...you will find plessures in duas..you will find peace and directions!!!

so to start with brother, be in love.

YA Allah SWT Bless us all with your love, yaqeen, tawaqul, eman, ehsan and itihaad. ya Allah taala, fogive us, help us and bless us..ya Malik, guide us to the right path, and save us from evils, within and around us(ameen sum ameen)

" Qad Aflaha mun tazakaha wa zakara ismma rabbihi fasalah"
(He is successful who purified himself, remembered his Lord by HIS name and prayed.)

FeAmanillah.

Unveiling the veils

We are liars, dishonest to Allah, to rasoolullah(s) to islam, we are hypocrates therez a conflict in our zahir and batin, our inner self is dark,impure,insincere, wicked, indulgent, renuniciating, full of worldy wishes, desires, hatred and preferences and what not and what not and yet we wear clothes of piety and attach ourselves to holy prophet(s), shame on us.

We are in the middle of no where

we are so deeply indulged in wordly love, we got nothing to loose cuz we have already lost each and everything in each and every way. We are just increasing damage to ourselves, knowledge seekers, servants of islam, slaves of prophet(s), the lovers of Allah almighty are fading. We have lost Allah's raza, Allah's mercy, Allah's love, we have lost nearness of Allah, we have lost respect, we are niether here nor there, we are in the middle of no where, WE MUST CHOOSE ONE PATH, DO RANGI CHOR DEY, YUK RANGI HO JA.

Revolution inside

We must purify our hearts, our souls our inner self, we must strive for spiritual excellence, attain spiritual perfection, connect to devinity and connect spiritualy to holy prophet(s) so what we start acting on moral values of islam because without the spiritual linkage with the holy prophet(s) and without the attainment of spiritual connection with Allah almighty, niether can we enlighten ourselves niether fellow muslimeens.

If Duniya is in the heart! if the love of Duniya is in the heart!! if the lust of duniya is in the heart!!!, o my dear Brother and sisters in islam let me tell you the reality that we cannot achieve the way to Allah we can’t achieve the way to Allah, we cannot please holy prophet(s), we cannot please Allah, we cannot achieve naf ul mutmaina, neither we'll be pleased with almighty Allah nor Allah can be pleased wid us. Niether we can get the pleasing soul nor we can get the pleased soul, nor the content soul, nor the satisfied soul, neither we can receive the revelation nor we can receive the light of divinity, we wont be allowed to sit in the company of Holy prophet(s), we wont see the face of Allah almighty cuz a dirty man would never be allowed to see Allah’s face.

This vision needs purification, piety, akhlas, al zuhd and ibadah. We cannot be among the lovers of Allah or Duniya at the same time , we'll either get rehmuth or get lanath. Holy prophet(s) said I’m not afraid of my ummah indulging in shirk but I’m afraid of my ummah falling in love with duniya, lust of the world, lust of property, lust of money. When Allah is angry with rulers, they get indulged in zulm, when Allah becomes angry with Alims, Ulema get indulged in Duniya. My dear brother and sisters ponder once again! haven't we forgotten the here after?

Even thinking of life of here after is the beginning of next step. We should look at our hearts, mediate inside, try to find what kind of love is their. Love of duniya, love of houses, love of status, love of respect, if you find all these desires in your heart then know this fact that Allah’s love has gone away saying o heart you have no place for me, you have only place for love of this material world, you have forgotten the words when you were asked: Am I not your lord?, Am I not your beloved?, the souls answered yes your are. Since you have forgotten those words, i've walked away from you. Like two enemies cannot live together similarly love of Allah and duniya cannot live together. My dear brother and sisters I want you to change your life’s, think and start your journey towards spiritual perfection, inner purification for "Verily, he who has purified the heart is successful and he who has despoiled it has lost." Let us strive for the Lord alone!!! bring on a revolution inside US!!!....please think!!!

~A Few thoughts on Earthquakes~

WOH! SAB TOU POHANCH GAYE
APPNI MANZIL PAR!....
ALLAH NE POREE PLANNING
KEY SATH UNHEIN BOLAYA HAI
APPNAY PASS!....

MUJHAY YAQEEN HAI!...
PORA YAQEN HAI!..
I CAN FEEL IT!....
WOH SAB MAZAY KAR RAHEIN HAIN...
JANAT KI WADION MEIN!....
ALLAH KE PASS!...

AUR JO LOAG BUCCH GAYE HAIN!..
WOH BUCCHAY NAHI ....
UNHEIN BHI ALLAH NE BACHAYA HAI....
KIONKAY USS NE BACHAYA HAI...
IES LIYAE WOH KHOUB JANTA HAI KAY
UNHEIN ABB KAISAY PALNA HAI!....
WOHE BANAYAE GA WASEELAY UNKAY LIYAE!..
AUR BANA RAHA HAI!....

LAKIN SOACHNAY WALI BAAT YEH HAI!...
KAY HUMAIN KIYA KARNA HAI ABB...?
KIYA SEEKHNA HAI ABB...?
IES SAB KAY BAAD!....
KIYA HUM SOACHANY PAR
MAJBOOR HOYE KAY AESA HOWA KION?...
AESA KIYA HAI?!!...
JO ALLAH!....CHAHTA HAI!
HUMAIN SEEKHANA....
SAMJHANA!....

HUMEIN ANKHAIN KHOALNA HONN GE!..
DIL KHOALNAY HONGAY!...
ZAEHAN KHOALANAY HONGAY!....
HUMAIN AGAY BARHNA HOGA!...

HUMAIN MANNA HOGA!...
KHUDA HAI!....
AUR BUSS WOH HE HAI!....
AUR WOH HE RAHAY GA...

Believer's hope

Believers.... hope.....

Believers.... hope.....

The prayer mat …. The state of prostration ………tears……….I quit.

Cheeks filled with tears…….. As each tear kisses the ground…….takes with it….washes a million sins…

My tears conclude…... my sins yet to to cross the starting line of the race……the tears quit on me………

Rabb…. Whose rehmuth has no beginning…… whose rehmuth has no end…… hope grips me….

I believe and o Rabba you are this believer’s hope……………